Since writing the article about transitioning to the LitePress ecosystem in April of the 22nd year, it seems that I haven't touched a pen to write a blog again. If I were to find reasons for myself, it would be that work is too busy, time passes too quickly, and there are many other things to handle, and so on. But no matter how many reasons there are, they cannot hide the fact that I have wasted time, resulting in a lack of accumulation, and only three articles of some value.
2022 passed by too quickly, so quickly that I didn't have a grasp on it before it disappeared with the wind. Perhaps I can only review this magical and dramatic year in a cursory manner through the photos in my phone album, the weekly reports I submitted, and some memories that linger in my mind.
Having been working for over a year, not long ago, on the high-speed train ride home, I reflected on what my technical stack is like and how much I have improved. After organizing, due to the various tasks I have done, I have come into contact with many technologies such as "HOOPS 3D lightweight model," "Vue," "fineReport report development," "Mendix low-code development," "Grafana operation and maintenance monitoring," "Docker," and so on. However, I have only stayed at a superficial understanding and simple application. Because of this shallow understanding, although the content of my PowerPoint presentations seems extensive, it is difficult to explain and apply the principles clearly when it comes to actual operation.
I can't help but feel that the problems I face and my own fragility are probably similar. I seem to be in a state of being lost or losing myself, wanting to do something that can produce "achievements" to "prove" myself, or to "enrich" myself temporarily to forget many fears and random thoughts.
Unfortunately, even until the end of 2022, I still haven't escaped this feeling. I have obtained several certificates for junior developers, but only I know that my current level of development is still very low. So perhaps in the future, on one hand, I need to solidify my foundation, and on the other hand, I need to specialize in a certain area in order to improve.
The sudden "release" at the end of the year allowed me to experience the feeling of COVID-19. From the beginning of having a fever to a complete recovery, it took a whole ten days. Among them, I couldn't get out of bed for four days due to high fever, and after the fever subsided, I suffered from severe pharyngitis and had to take liquid medication for another four days before fully recovering. After that, I didn't dare to engage in intense exercise for a long time, and at the same time, I found that my physical fitness began to decline significantly. After rehabilitation training and adjustment, I tried a short-distance jog today and it seems that I can gradually incorporate exercise into my schedule.
I still enjoy the process of creation. The feeling of my fingertips dancing on the keyboard and the sound of the keyboard make me happy. However, I have also started to have new requirements for the quality of my creative content. At least, I still need to produce high-quality content to avoid producing low-quality content. Perhaps that will be my goal for the next year.
In the coming year, I don't have too many expectations. I just want to live each day steadfastly and strive to develop healthy routines and habits, making each day fulfilling. At least at the beginning of the year, there are already many things that keep me busy. Sometimes, I will strive to create when inspiration bursts forth, sometimes I will study hard to enrich my knowledge, and sometimes I will pause to see if the direction I am heading is correct. It is important not to grab everything and focus on specialization. I need to write more articles, save more code, accumulate more, and also exercise more. I should have a more positive mindset and avoid self-doubt.
In short, I believe the future is bright. I will work hard to make each day fulfilling, frequently record the traces of time, and calmly manage my own life.